Degaussing.

With the combined power of three different procedures, I can legitimately remove her from my memory. It seems so surreal, I almost can’t breathe.

The prep work is very painful, but it’s all for the best, I think…

There’s still time to think it over. But I guess it’s probably the best thing for both of us, if nothing I do or say can ever change either of our hearts. She’ll still want me gone. And I’ll still resist, unless I scrub it all out of my head.

So in a convoluted way, I guess we’ll both sort of get what we want.

I wrote this. 🤷🏻‍♀️