Erasure.

At tomorrow’s session, I finally get to start processing her and all the feelings, trauma, ptsd, etc that surrounds her.

It may take multiple sessions to completely kill it all off. But I’m okay with that as long as I finally get to destroy it. She made it extremely clear that she doesn’t care about my feelings (or our daughter’s, to be frank) and has no interest in salvaging our relationship and our family.

So I need this now. I need it so much and hopefully I can finally find peace.